I've been thinking about change a lot lately. This is no surprise to anyone but we change throughout our lives, even in the span of a few years (paint a big DUH on my forehead)
I skipped a speech on Cryptology last Monday (extra credit for math) to help out with an improv class instead. First of all, the Alias obsessed, 12 year old Caitlin would have never skipped anything pertaining to codes and the NSA. It wouldn't have happened.
Second of all, she never would have taken an improv class. That's for sure. Or even entertained the thought.
A little more than a year ago I was heading to Smith College in Northampton, Massachusetts, (which seems like worlds away), getting ready to start a new chapter in my life. Except I didn't know that I'd end up leaving shortly after and taking a year off. And then attending a college in a state I SWORE I would never go to.
I think I was afraid I couldn't get anything out of the city I grew up in. I had to travel far away and experience new things and that was only way I'd learn more about myself and the world.
But I've changed without it. And I don't want to live on the East Coast anymore. I want to stay in the Midwest. Live in Chicago, study improv and come home to my hometown as much as possible because I love it more than anything.
Funny how time changes people. And how one decision can change everything.